Sometimes people hate on me
I really want Oreos
I'm on a shitty diet just to prove a point
I'll bust my ass to compete against people who aren't competing against me
When will I be able to play guitar well?
Dancing is my best friend
I used to think I was ugly as sin
Push ups are fun for me
I still want to be a Power Ranger
Yeah, I still wonder what Lissette is doing
Kayla too
Michael is great
Luke is stupendous
I'm better than Luke, though
Even though he's better than me
I never felt like I had a family until I came to Idaho
A girl that I fooled around with for a while convinced me to clean, buy nice pillows, get a car, and a better job
I should thank her some time
I like to look nice
I don't feel good unless I have music in my heart
If I could, I'd sing instead of talking
I never really liked holding hands
Well...maybe a little
Don't you fucking stare at me
My brother is bigger than me
He's my bigger brother
I wonder if I'll ever see my father again
I wonder if I really want to
What the hell is my sister doing, anyway?
Jamelle is cool to me, even though she rubs everyone else the wrong way
I guess that's why we get along
I wonder why people get so damn mad at me
Then I remember that's just the way of the world
I absolutely have to be more than I am constantly
Must've been something I picked up as a kid
Was it something my father said?
One day, I'll be big
...
Still
...
I'll probably die young
That's the way things go
Am I HIV positive?
I'll find out in a few weeks.
- Listening to: Tie My Hands
- Reading: nothing
- Watching: stars
- Playing: it close
- Eating: way too many cranberries
- Drinking: Water, Lots